Remember when we first met Remember how much I sweat But we had a good date. But I wouldn't say it was great. And you looked like a goddess. And you're always so modest. You're skin looks so good. Just like an angels should. And we went out some more. Maybe three dates or four. I thought we had something, When I got you that new ring. Then it all just fell apart. I said something that broke your heart. I don't really remember What I said in December. Why'd you go out with me at all? Was it just because I was tall? I thought you were precious. You were so fuckin' precious. But I'm a jerk. I'm an asshole. How the hell did even meet? But I still fuckin' love you. I saw you a few days ago. I thought about saying hello. That's when I saw your new boy. I'm so glad of your new toy. The only reason for dating him Was because he worked at a gym. Looked like he was made from stone Because all his muscles were shown. He looks so artificial. I bet he's superficial, too. And I know this sounds sappy. But I just want you to be happy. Hope your thoughts aren't of me. And I know you would agree. Don't read the paper tomorrow Or you may feel some sorrow. Just know I didn't feel a thing. It all stopped after our fling. I felt no emotions. When I drowned in the ocean. Yes, you'll live a good life. And you'll make a great wife. Your husbands no cheater. But he is a wife beater. And you managed to forget The first time that we met. After you moved to Manila He beat you into a coma. I saw you in the Kingdom of God. Then you said something odd. It was abnormal because You asked Him where I was. As it turns out to be You always thought about me Even with your own husband Even when he gave you a back hand. But none of it matters anymore. 'Cause you spread your wings and soared. And now your an angel. My beautiful angel.
I write from thoughts, feelings, emotions and experiences. I try to be as truthful as I can, and I want to share my views with the world. And some of my piece don`t really happen, but don`t always jump the gun in assuming that its all fake. Some of you out there might not like them and tell me that its stupid, but who cares? and the fact that your wasting your time telling me that I suck is just proving that I had an impact on you, thus you will remember me, making it worse for your pride. I am what I am, I feel what I feel and I live because I choose to live and the way I do it is also my decision.